Tonights Ponderings

Joy what do you really disguise yourself as?
A smile is only the movement and clicks of bone
And the feeling is all but a mental spasm
Pulsing and beating of the brain sending signals
To lead or not lead into the epitome of doom
 Happy?

 The sense comes and goes whenever it chooses
There are no words or meanings that can define
Sitting alone or sitting with significant matters
No matter it does not, as lonely as that may sound
Truth behold that whether it lifts the spirit high
It is but temporary arousal and other emotions flood

A body is neither stable in one mood or another
Clearly the system is faulty and not static
Movement is between a smile to a frown
Perhaps a scrunch of the eyebrow

Still there is no solution to this sickness
This humanity of instability
Fate and destiny isn't required here
Be aware the randomized button is on

Have joy that may lead to sorrow
Have joy that may lead to anger
Have joy that may lead to anxiety
Have joy in all parts that lead into the abyss

Joy is but temporay as well as anything else
The baseline is keeping as sane as possible 

 

 

My writings

I will post my writings here, lately I've been wanting to write more words. Regardless if anyone reads them or not...it calms this plagued mind.